Every Thing But Me

ok so my dad died 11 years ago so the only family is have is my mom. or so i thought. since my dad died my mom have had a couple of boyfriends . they were ok. but then about two years ago, she met this dude. My mom and i have our issues but  i don't usually get mad or haunt her boyfriends. but that dude hates me . he call me all sorts of names like  *****, ***** , stupid. the reason why i hate my mom  is because she never stand up for me. not once in my whole entire life.! but that's not the worse part. I didnt need her to stand up for me  . i can fight my own battle but the fact that she dont wanna let me stand up for myself is the part that kills. i'm supposed to just accept everything  and move on. i'm never right andd she thinks that i'm not able to think for my self. i've always been a good girl. always do what i'm told but lately i've been getting sick of the fact that this will never end unless i stand up for myself. imagine that im  nineteen years old and my  mom forbid me to have a boyfriend. so i've never had one. i act like i'm twelve when i'm around her because it please her. she told me that she would give me anything i want becauif i just act like i'm aa chldshe disowned me the other night because i aske dwhen qhen she is going to to stop talking to me like i'm dirt. so i don what's going to happen since i have no job and i'm stll in school

sese11 sese11
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 10, 2010

GET THE HECK AWAY FROM YOUR MOM!!! SHE'S DESTROYING YOUR LIFE & DOESNT CARE!!! YOU DESERVE BETTER!! FIND AN AUNT, UNCLE, GRANDPARENT, OR FRIEND, ETC... WHO WILL TREAT U BETTER & WILL LET U LIVE WITH THEM UNTIL U CAN GET ON UR FEET!! IT'S YOUR LIFE, DON'T LET HER RULE IT WITH HER SELFISH WAYS!!! GOOD LUCK & WE'LL PRAY FOR YOU! <br />
& GO 2 CHURCH! EVERYONE AT CHURCH WILL LOVE & PROTECT U FROM UR MOM, U WILL DEFINATLY FIND A HOME IN CHURCH! TURN 2 GOD IF U HAVEN'T ALREADY! HE LOVES U MORE THAN UR MOM COULD EVER EVEN IF SHE WASNT SELFISH! INVEST IN A BIBLE! PLZ THIS IS ALL WE ASK! TURN 2 GOD HE LOVES U & HE WILL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT!!!

your mom has let you down. She's put herself first and her dependency on this man...sorry and I hope you can move forward with you life. Get away from your mom and don't let her hold you back.