My Parents Don't Care About Me
I honestly believe, after 18 years of experiencing pure hell, that my parents just simply do not care about me. I've always tried so hard to please them, but nothing works. Anything I do or say is turned around onto me. If my mother and I have a disagreement and I try to talk about it with her, she tells me to get out of her face. Or she'll tell me she doesn't want to deal with me or she doesn't care. It hurts a lot. I tell her this, and she acts as if she never heard me and continues to repeat the same phrase over and over like I am a dog. Just a while ago this happened, and she got up and left the house as if I am a diseased animal that she needs to run away from. She hates me. She has a bipolar attitude and will say things that make no sense and are extremely hurtful just to hear herself talk. She doesn't care about making things easier for me and she never tries to help me with anything. My dad does the same thing. He is rude, manipulative and hurtful and my younger brother is beginning to follow in his footsteps and treat me with the same disrespect as my dad does. I hate being here. I plan to move out this summer, but the thought that my family really doesn't care about me makes me depressed and lonely. I don't know what to do.