One day, just one day i'll get you back. I don't care how and I don't care when but someday. Someday, will come sooner than you think. Your driving me off the edge, do you know that. No. Probably not because you never stop to ask. All you care about is them. Does being the oldest, mean the one that takes all the ******* blame for them? You dare push me up against a wall and call me liar to my face? You dare. Then you tell me to stay in my room? Fine, I don't care as long as I don't have to see your ******* face. All you do is blame, it's all your fault, you're the one that did it didn't you. It irritates the **** out of me and it's been irritating me for the past 16 years of my life. So you know what soon this will all be over, college will come and i won't have to see any of your faces. You always talk about kicking me out at 18 why not just do it already. I'm already at the point of depression. You may not see it but maybe that's cause you don't care. You can say you love me and you care for me. But it must be a lie! You treat me like this and expect me to think you care. That's a load of BS. All you do is care about your little boy who will carry on the family name. I'm so sorry I'm not a ******* boy!!!!!!! But you know what **** you! All you do is give out fake love. Why should I care about you later in life, when you treat me like this? Do I have a reason to visit you anymore?

Why should I care. All you do is blame. Maybe this life isn't for me. But some are just the same. You parents push you hate on me so that they may feel your love. Always pushed and pulled and no way to get back to your real love. The end's drawing near. I'll hate you all, until you give me a reason to not. You'll die before me and I'll be glad for this time of uncertainty will be dead.......
anger101 anger101
18-21, F
Dec 9, 2012