My Life Is A Miserable Life

My name is Nora and I'm an egyptian girl. My life is a complete mess I mean my parents promised me that we are going to travel from the last mid-year holiday but we had problems then they told me that this year we are going to travel and now they just had a fight with me then they told me we aren't going to travel and my mom has long strong finger nails so when I was 6 years old I lost 2 marks in an exam that made her scratch my hand soo hard that my hands were ripped open and she started saying bad word to me and she started hitting me since I was 5 years old so is my dad since that moment I had a feeling as if I wanted to die and then I cried for 2 hours till my eyes hurt but now I'm 13 years old and I don't know what to do please help me.
Norana Norana
13-15, F
2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

I know how it is like. My parents remind me on a daily basis that I am a disappontment.

I try to block out all the insults, and when they hit me, I force myself not to cry.

My advice is to NOT cry in front of them. If they know your weakness, it will get worse.

How is your situation now?

O_o you sound miserable. i mean, i feel the same way.(my parents dont scratch me to death, but it sure as hell seems like it)