Thanks Mom and Dad....

WARNING!!! IMPENDING NONSENSE!!!

Thanks for bring me to this stupid world. Thanks for letting me live in YOUR house, use YOUR electricity, and eat YOUR food. You even let me use the bathroom... Thanks for bring 3 other people into my life.

 

Other than that.... i totally hate you. I hate myself and the way i feel about everything. Because of you, my arms has been decorated by lesions from every quarrel i had with you. If there was way i could stop, i would. They said it was hormones when i was a teenager.. I'm going to be 23 this year, so it definitely is not the hormones... it been so long and sometimes i feel like I'm just being childish and too old to hate parents anymore...

Recently, my mom found out about my cutting incidents... from than on she always find ways to tell us ( in the most sarcastic manner possible) that she has done everything for us and how we want to treat ourselves is up to us.. That what parents do they always cover themselves first... Of course they didn't make me do things i don't... they don't choose they way we live... Of course it not their fault.... i never said it was.. SO STOP TRYING TO ACT LIKE A BLAMER !!!!

As soon as i have enough money and done more research i would migrate to some other planet so that you wouldn't have to see me ever again....

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2 Responses Feb 13, 2009

I hate that! The constant, "I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU" and just subtle jabs. Whenever I talk to my mother she sticks in as many "I was a great mother"s as she possibly can. Yeah? Then why am I ****** up like this? They can never seem to take even a little blame.

i know how you feel about your parents, i moved away but ran out of money. i had to move back home and now i see even more how much my parents annoy me. i never realized before that evey time i cut myself i was living at home or in contact with my parents, when i was on my own i didnt hurt myself once. soon after i moved home the cutting started again, the pain of being here....