Thank You To My Rapist

I would like to thank the 16 year old who punched me three times in the face to get in pants when I was high on cocaine, LSD and drunk at twelve years old. Two months after that night I started to shoot up heroin and ten months later on that night I checked into rehab, after trying to kill myself. You sixteen year old jackass saved my life ultimately, you saved me and ruined me at the same exact time. You were the reason I shot up speed at 13 and the reason I tried to kill myself and coded 3 times in front family. You're the reason they found drugs in my system the reason I was admitted to rehab and the reason I'm alive today. So thank you for killing me and saving me at the same damn time.
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26-30
Nov 26, 2012