Bad Choices

If anyone figures out how to leave your past completely behind you, please share!  I have made one bad choice after another.  Mostly in love.  All I ever wanted was to have a man that loved me and have a family and the house with the white picket fence.  All I've gotten instead is heartbreak, abuse from an alcoholic.  Now I'm 53 and very alone, never had any children, never been married but had lived with someone for 20 years.  I am so stupid and at this point I feel it is way too late.  I can't go back and change anything and all of it has made me an unhappy miserable lonely *****.  I hate myself - I hate my past.  I can't find my way out of the past so that maybe I can have a future.

Anyone help? 

tessieann tessieann
51-55, F
1 Response May 28, 2007

Can I read you a Louise Hay quote? Each age has its own special joys and experiences. I am always the perfect age for where I am in Life. ::