My Head

My past is what makes me today

I cant change or delete it

Its a huge part of me

How much I let it control my future is up to me

Somedays it is insignificant and I am confident and strong

Days like today it takes over and leaves me vulnerable

I hate being lonely but I reject other people before they reject me

I hate the flashbacks but I choose to allow them to happen

I hate not trusting people but everyone I trust hurts me

Tommorow is another day - lets hope im stronger

 

 

Dopeydopeyuk Dopeydopeyuk
36-40, F
3 Responses Jun 22, 2007

Although many of us are, or were, accomplished, wealthy, beautiful, etc., we have challenges outside of our control, none of those abilities or attributes can change that. I have found that I am happy if I think I am. I would never give up my experiences no matter how horrible I thought they were at the time, because they made me who I am. Love who you are, live in the now, find one thing every day to view as good in your life. Peace.

You will be!<br />
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Best of luck.

I know you'll be :).Take Care!