Its A Real Curse.

Omg!!! I hate it, I like wanna become a guy every time i get it.
and then, the cramps on my stomache and my legs, mother of hell!
oh the flowing like ...its like a blood bomb exploded, man, its so gross and stuff.
i wish i could at least use tampons but idk how and im scared to try. so yeah, its all a hassle....i cant even play with myself cause its all a messed up thing.
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1 Response Jul 20, 2010

I don't want to sound like a crazy, but I really used to hate my periods, too, but now I've learned to use this time as something different: something that my TV, my culture, my friends and boyfriend can't control. It's a part of me, of who I am, and yet no one, not even myself, can explain it away with "science" or "religion" or any of that BS.<br />
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Tampons are almost literally a pain in the ***; pads make me feel like a big baby who wets her pants, and the pill makes me feel like a medicated freak, like something's wrong with me --- when it's not! Just the opposite -- everything's right, and my body is ready to make babies!! haha.<br />
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Anyway, I use periods to Stick It To The Man! I try to use that time to realize how much of a failure these people, things, and institutions are. They try to explain womanhood. They can't. <br />
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As said above, all they can do is try to get me to shove **** up my vag, make me feel like a helpless baby, or a human reject who needs pills to be "okay" with society.<br />
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I won't do it, and they're wrong.