I Hate Myself

i hate my self so much i hate the way that i look i hate the way that i let my family and friends down time and time again.

i hate it when people talk down to me, im a human being and i should be treated like one!

i hate everything about my self, everything thats in y head everythiong that ive done to my self and everybody else.


sorry i jst needed to get it out


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2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

don't ever apologize! first of all, you have friends and family, and they love you. you cannot let them down, they want to be there for you. second, if you feel like there are people treating you poorly, tell them! the world is full of power structures, and if you let those people have power over you, they will take it. plan to tell them 'DO NOT TREAT ME LIKE ****. YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT. I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO YOU.' and if that doesn't work, find people who do appreciate you. you are loved. and that is more than nothing.

Yell, scream, throw things. But don't leave it inside you. Its unhealthy and stressful. We all have good qualities....concentrate on those.