My Stepdad Has Ruined My Life So Far And I'm Still Young

My parents divorced when I was 4, my mother caught him cheating. She met my stepdad about 4 years later. I started appreciating him as a father. They got married in 07. I used to call him by his first name then I started calling him Dad/Daddy. But the beginning of this year was the worst. In about Febuary he started coming in my room late at night because for his XBox 360 thing he needed an internet box thing. Which was in my room. He used to come in about once a month. Then it stopped happening in about June I think. But about July something it started happening again. I was scared because whenever he'd come in, I'd be halfway sleep and he'd play with my bra straps while it was against my skin and try to stick his hand down in my shirt. He never touched me down there though. I am soo close to my mother but I keep telling myself that I will tell her soon but he makes her happy and I'm very protective of her and her feelings. I don't want her to get hurt again. I have the numbers of this National Child Abuse Hotline thing and when I told them my story they gave me a number of an agency that can help me if it happens again..which it did. I don't want to ruin her life. We just don't need this right now. I tried to post this story a while ago but I accidently erased it. A lot of his family has this tiny thing in their minds or something like a diagnosis or something and a lot of them work for this medical marijuana center. I hate it. They try to keep it away from the kids though. One time I was looking for some socks and stuff in my mom and stepdad's drawer and I looked in the wrong drawer(his drawer) and found about 4 bags of weed. And they had two closets and me and my little stepbrother looked in one of their closets and found a whole bunch of marijuana plants he was growing. It was creepy. I don't  want this kind of family. And my older half-brother from my real dad's side is getting suspicious of the bra thing and we were never close before and now we are working on our brother sister relationship. I honestly don't know what to do..Any ideas?

winter0880 winter0880
18-21, F
3 Responses Jul 28, 2010

depending on your age at the time, consider the authorities as a plausible idea, or seek legal advice

im sorry i might be a bit late to answer u but if this is happening then the guy was high and thats dangerous. Tell your mom , no matter how happy she is believe me she will not mourn for that son of a b*tch after you tell her what he did to you...

im sorry i might be a bit late to answer u but if this is happening then the guy was high and thats dangerous. Tell your mom , no matter how happy she is believe me she will not mourn for that son of a b*tch after you tell her what he did to you...