I Hate You

(Just something I wrote when I was extremely angry at my step-father I needed to calm down so I wrote this long time ago. It's not a poem, its just my feelings I guess..)

I've been waiting here

Patiently, Wishing and wanting for you to leave already.

When is it

That you will finally pack your stuff and go?

How long has it been?

Seven... Eight years that I had to look at the carpet

While I listened to those harsh words that you would yell to me.

Useless and Worthless, Stupid and Hopeless, Lazy and Irresponsible

Is what went inside my head and I believed it at first.

You told me I had no life

No existence in this world

That I was a waste of space.

I'm not sure why

But you made me believe it all.

And I felt horrible.


But I'm not taking it any more.

I'm tired of you

I hate you

I wish you would die already.

You say you want to leave

That you hate all of us.


There's the door!

There's your bags

Get your damn stuff and go!

I hate you!

No one wants you here

No one ever did.

You try and act like a father

Like your in a nice mood.

But you're such a horrible actor.

I can see through your lies.

You never once cared about us.

That smile and Laugh you always fake

Does it hurt when you show it on your face?

Especially when you show it to me?

Why force it

When you know you hate us...

You hate me.

I don't care any more.

I'm not taking your words any more.

I'm not that useless

Worthless person you called me before.

I changed!

I'm different!

And I will prove you wrong!

YOU know I hate you

I know YOU hate me.

So now let's play a little game...

And see who the useless and worthless person really is.

Someone who drinks and smokes

Never helps around the house

Never gives a damn about his own children either.

Gets drunk and blames all his problems on me.


Diddy20 Diddy20
18-21, F
4 Responses Jul 21, 2011

Yes! SCREW your stepdad

I hate my step dad he gets me in trubble on purpose i hate him so much i want him to leave any thing i do he just has to tell he bothers me and screams in my ear and i cqnt stand him

Geez, I'm really sorry :/
Have you talked to your mother about him?

Wow, that is a great poem. U took the words right out of my mouth. I hate my step-dad 2. I don't know why he doesn't just leave. He makes my mom and me miserable and I have no one to talk to about it. I want to move out but I have to live here because I'm starting college in a few weeks. I have a boyfriend and we are very in love and really want to live together while we go to college but my stupid step-dad is being a jerk about it. What does he care what I do? He just likes the control. Even tho he doesn't have any!! I really hate him! How do you handle him living in your house everyday?

I'd love to talk about it with you. I can tell you all about it but I was wondering if we could message each other. I can't seem to add you. Can you try adding me to your circle?