I Hate You(Just something I wrote when I was extremely angry at my step-father I needed to calm down so I wrote this long time ago. It's not a poem, its just my feelings I guess..)
I've been waiting here
Patiently, Wishing and wanting for you to leave already.
When is it
That you will finally pack your stuff and go?
How long has it been?
Seven... Eight years that I had to look at the carpet
While I listened to those harsh words that you would yell to me.
Useless and Worthless, Stupid and Hopeless, Lazy and Irresponsible
Is what went inside my head and I believed it at first.
You told me I had no life
No existence in this world
That I was a waste of space.
I'm not sure why
But you made me believe it all.
And I felt horrible.
But I'm not taking it any more.
I'm tired of you
I hate you
I wish you would die already.
You say you want to leave
That you hate all of us.
There's the door!
There's your bags
Get your damn stuff and go!
I hate you!
No one wants you here
No one ever did.
You try and act like a father
Like your in a nice mood.
But you're such a horrible actor.
I can see through your lies.
You never once cared about us.
That smile and Laugh you always fake
Does it hurt when you show it on your face?
Especially when you show it to me?
Why force it
When you know you hate us...
You hate me.
I don't care any more.
I'm not taking your words any more.
I'm not that useless
Worthless person you called me before.
And I will prove you wrong!
YOU know I hate you
I know YOU hate me.
So now let's play a little game...
And see who the useless and worthless person really is.
Someone who drinks and smokes
Never helps around the house
Never gives a damn about his own children either.
Gets drunk and blames all his problems on me.
Diddy20 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 Jul 21, 2011