I Hate Her This Much
I typed into google "how to get your wife to want leave you" and I found EP. I posted my story about how I wanted to make my wife want to leave me, and I mentioned/asked other posters if this made me a coward. Does it? I will ask men that hate their wives too. Does making my wife want to leave me, instead of telling her that I want to leave her, a coward?
I hope that it doesn't.
This place is awesome. I had no idea that there were other people with such... feelings... that I have.
I cannot stand her at all. She always complains and I take it. When she even thinks I am complaining... she b*tches at me! I do not enjoy having sex with her, at all. I miss having great, filthy, dirty, sweaty sex. Five minutes, and I am done. WHY? Because I hate her. She is a black hole of my life. I used to have a life. Now, if I go out I have to explain myself the next day. She is always thinking that i am cheating on her. What do I want to do now? I want to cheat on the b*tch. When I am with her, I see othe women. Not even better looking women, and I wonder what they are like. Are they nice, would they treat me civily from day to day, are they expressive about their desires?
If I say goodbye to her, I will not get married again... for a very long while. This is my second wife and I don't know if I can handle a third. I hope she learns to hate me and leaves my sorry a$$!!!