Well actually more than 52. You can see them all on my twitter feed at WhyIHateMyWife but in short because she doesn't respect me. She is so trapped by her own insecurity that she treats me like a child. Always monitoring my every move. Telling me what to do and then asking me what I'm doing while I'm doing it. She has no ambition and treats me like a tool to provide for her needs. Don't get me wrong, there is NO sex and hasn't been for almost a year now. Pathetic. She is too involved in her children's day to day. I hear more about her ex than I ever cared to and for the lack of respect that I get from her children, I'm always asked to help with some issue. I like to help by nature but at some point try to return the favor. Now if I bring up issues with my son (he's grown also) OMG you would think I'm supposed to burn him at the stake and have nothing to do with him. She acts like he's the Devil himself.
So now that our 14th anniversary is here, I feel trapped in a hell I'll probably never get out of. She won't leave and I don't want to have to bounce back from the financial devastation of letting my house go. She can't pay the mortgage alone and I don't have enough to leave. So I just pretend and make things livable. I still treat her with civility. I don't ignore her or treat her bad. I just write these things as therapy. But enough for now. I just hate my marriage with a passion. Those damn church folks who fill your head with all of that churchy spiritual crap. And my dumbass for believing it. "He who findeth a wife findeth a good thing." Well I always try my pants on first before I buy them. Should have done the same here.