I'm Not Sure If There's Any Point In Living Anymore

Well, the love of my life just dumped me for another girl, my mom thinks I'm a dirty ***** and wants to kick me to the streets, and I have a **** job that's going nowhere. Honestly, what's the point?? Why am I wasting my time? I hate my mom, I hate my life, and like my mom generously pointed out, I have no friends that care about me. Would anyone even care if I died? Sure, my parents and my brother might shed a few tears, but after a year or two, it would be like I never even existed. I don't even know if there's a point to living any more. There really isn't. I'm just a stupid ******* loser that's never going to do anything with my life. So why waste mine and everyone else's time. I just need to get up the courage and I honestly think I will kill myself. I'm a ******* loser.

Ambam420mgd Ambam420mgd
1 Response Mar 9, 2009

It's hard to think of what to say, i feel like i could say alot but i don't know how to <br />
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I already care for you and i've read one paragraph of your life. <br />
I promise you, you are stronger than you think you are and you'll always be stronger than you think you are. <br />
i hope that you do what is best for you. i don't know you well enough to make my own judgement what "is best for you".. but i hope your life gets better. <br />
if you just keep pushing forwards day after day taking everything that life gives you i think you'll see that life becomes better for you. well, that's how i see my own life<br />
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I'm called Cal, i hope you're ok