I Hate Myself Most of the Time
I hate myself today
I hate how I dont know
I hate how I want to go
But all I do is stay
Stay when I know its wrong
In a relationship thats so far gone
The mirror lies to me everyday
It shows me someone standing there
But thats not me
She doesn't care
I hate myself today
I hate the sadness I can't live without
Its a part of me
Of that I have no doubt
I hate how I dont know
I hate how I want to go
But all I do is stay
Stay when I know its wrong
In a relationship thats so far gone
The mirror lies to me everyday
It shows me someone standing there
But thats not me
She doesn't care
I hate myself today
I hate the sadness I can't live without
Its a part of me
Of that I have no doubt