I Am Sooo ****** Stupid For This One

I met this girl who I fell head over heels in love with. I didn't even know why I loved her so much. She knew exactly how I felt about her considering I didn't hide anything but distance was apparently the issue...or maybe just an excuse. Anyway eventually I said something she totally misunderstood and she was pissed at me. I cried for like 3 days straight! Heartbroken but I got ever it. After a while we started talking again. For some reason I still had feelings for her but I tried to ignore it. I was nearly successful until she got a boyfriend and I realized how bad it hurt me.
Still I ignored the feeling and tried to move on. Then she told me she still had feelings for me. Like an idiot I actually ******* believed her. I went through so much trying to do things for her and all for nothing. She has a boyfriend who she is perfectly happy with. I am an idiot for allowing myself to have my heart broken twice by the same damn person.
Seriously why the hell am I so stupid?
obvious11 obvious11
22-25, F
Aug 1, 2010