Why I Hate Myself Sometimes

I hate myself sometimes because I  have to deal with two medical problems I can't control. This in turn makes me hate myself because I'm not the person I used to be. I hate myself because somedays I might want to talk to people and the next  day I want to alienate everyone. I hate myself because I can't make friends and when I do I shut them out. I hate myself because I do things I don't want to do just to make people happy. I want to go back to how I used to be. I hate myself because there are things I can't control and I really want too.

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1 Response Mar 15, 2009

ur being too hard on ur self there is no need to