Nothing To Love

I'm 21 and have never been on a date with a guy I really liked, and I've never been in a relationship, but I've had sex because guys for a night made me feel like I could be beautiful, but it never went anywhere after that because I just felt like they were insincere. Everytime a guy compliments me, I feel like they are mocking me. I hate my body, I hate my personality, and I don't feel intelligent anymore. I'm uncomfortable with everything that I am.
kcmalex kcmalex
18-21, F
Aug 2, 2010