I Wish I Wasn't Me.
Ever since I was a little kid I wish I wasn't me. I wish that I could be taller, and cooler, and better looking. I think that if I'm a different person I would have more confidence and I could actually get a decent girlfriend. I can't go out and have fun and make friends any more because of my anxiety and my paranoia about what people think of me. I have depression, clinical and because I spend most of my time in my room. I don't have any more friends because of this and because any other friends i've made stopped talking to me because I lied when I was younger about who I was over the internet. Is any one out there in the same boat with me on this?