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I Hate Myself

I hate myself because I have no discipline, no drive, and no passion. I hate myself because my body doesn't function correctly. I hate myself because I hate the way I look. I hate myself for not loving my cat the way I should. I hate myself for not being a better daughter, a better girlfriend, a better sister. I hate myself because I have no friends. I hate myself for not being able to commit. I hate myself for not having a job and not having a degree. I hate myself for being weak. I hate myself for being angry. I hate myself for being impatient. I hate myself because I have forgotten how to live. I hate myself because I don't live for anything. I hate myself for not amounting to anything. I hate myself because I haven't made any of my dreams come true and I hate myself for forgetting all of my dreams. I hate myself because I have no talents and I have no hobbies. I hate myself because I am not fun to be around. I hate myself because I have no stories to tell. I hate myself.
oveil oveil 22-25 3 Responses Feb 23, 2012

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Negative thoughts r like a drug. Ur body seems to crave them. Well mine does. It seeps in n dominates ur world. N the more u try to stop it the stronger they get. Gota wield our swords clad in armour to fight them. Gota be preprared to sweat ,overcome stress ,obstacles to win this war in our head

You're not only one who feels like that. Everything you wrote here i agree with you I just can figure it out how to fix it how to fix me it's hard maybe we can't be fix. It's emptiness what ruining our lifes.

I'm right there with you, the emptiness never ends, the despair feels like you're free falling into the abyss. What a burden to bare.