I guess the problem is I really just hate myself. I hate what I look like, I hate how I have no communication skills, I hate how everything about me is average. There’s nothing truly unique about me and other people always act like I’m a boring person to be around. I have no idea how to improve myself, and I spend hours looking on what to wear every day, but in the end it doesn’t matter because I never look as good as anyone else. I feel so inferior to everyone. Even people who like me find another person that they like better. And my home, where I have parents and a younger sister who I know care about me/get along with, is filled with cancer and other depressing things always happening to me. I’m just not happy with my life right now, and I don’t feel like there’s anything worth living for. I just want it all to end. I don't know what I'm looking for, I just wanted somewhere to get this all out.