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I Hate Myself

I Just Don't Know What To Do With Myself

By: LittleLotte616
Written on April 13th, 2012
I guess the problem is I really just hate myself. I hate what I look like, I hate how I have no communication skills, I hate how everything about me is average. There’s nothing truly unique about me and other people always act like I’m a boring person to be around. I have no idea how to improve myself, and I spend hours looking on what to wear every day, but in the end it doesn’t matter because I never look as good as anyone else. I feel so inferior to everyone. Even people who like me find another person that they like better. And my home, where I have parents and a younger sister who I know care about me/get along with, is filled with cancer and other depressing things always happening to me. I’m just not happy with my life right now, and I don’t feel like there’s anything worth living for. I just want it all to end. I don't know what I'm looking for, I just wanted somewhere to get this all out.
By: LittleLotte616
Age: 13-15 , Female
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  • PicataDinLuna
    PicataDinLuna

    My favorite quote is " If you cann't mix in , than stand out ". And by the way , you don't have to be the prettiest one , or the smartest one , average is just fine. Just be yourself! It is the best way to feel beautiful, and is not so much about the clothes as for the personality. Forget about the gloomy you , and say hello to the happy you. You may not have a bunch of "friends" but you still have somebody who loves you no metter what ( your sis).

    Apr 14, 2012
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  • theskyisarainbow
    theskyisarainbow

    Always remember that, no matter what happens, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Some guy is going to go apeshit for you beacuse HE thinks you beautiful. Don't look at the popular ones for fashhion tips. BE YOURSELF. Trust me, I have thought girls were beautiful even when they werent considered "beautiful."

    Apr 13, 2012
    2 likes
  • boriangel101
    boriangel101

    There are actually alot of people that feel just like you are feeling right now, I was one of them. There is hope at the end of the tunnel. Your social skills will develop, your just a late bloomer but they only develop if you keep practicing. Don't feel like you always have to fit in and impress people, that won't get you anywhere. You just have to start doing what you like to do and people that are truly friends will naturally start liking you for YOU. Hope you can see the brighter side of things ^_^

    Apr 13, 2012
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