I'm A CreepI hate myself , I'm a total loser , I'm a 17 years old girl , & I'm not good at anything (but drawing I guess), eating & watching t.v , surfing the internet ,listening to music. my sister can play the guitar & can draw & is really good at school , my brother is really smart he was the first on his class and now he is a doctor , I don't want to envy them of course .
most of my marks are fs and ds , I just hate studying , I have a huge belly but I'm thin , my nose is ******* huge & looks weird , most people have told me it needs a cosmetic surgery , I don't do anything useful in life & I think my parents are disappointed of me , I don't even drink water because I'm too lazy to get my self a cup of water so I kinda have dehydration .
my social life is kinda okay .. but I don't think my friends like me anymore because I don't talk a lot anymore , I used to say funny things but now I'm all serious and gloomy all the ******* time , I'm just the lamest person you can ever meet , seriously , it's even ******* hilarious lol , I'm not even that good to people , I get mad fast sometimes & I'm kinda selfish , I'm not smart ; it takes me hours to memorize something stupid & when the exam comes I forget everything I studied , I just can't concentrate , I like creepy **** which makes people think I'm some kind of a creep , everyone in my life have told me I'm weird I'm sick of it ,seriously I am not exaggerating ,many people tried to fix me especially my parents but unfortunately that didn't work I guess I'll never change , I've like that since was born maybe , No matter how much you tried to convince me to become an active, successful person , I'll never change , that's just the way I am. I just don't think there is a worst human being than me , and sorry for my bad grammar or whatever.