I was the jock that everyone knew around campus. I played baseball, basketball, and football in high school and I also had a very popular and attractive girlfriend. I partied alot and had a great group of friends. My father started with absolutely no money and worked his way up to where now he is one of the wealthiest guys in our town. He has always spoiled me and given me everything that i wanted. My mother loves me unconditionally and always says she will be there for me. I take everything i have for granted so bad but i dont know why. I'm now a freshmen in college that my dad has completely payed for. My grandparents, who live nearby my college, had saved up $1000 to give to me for when i got to college, but that money all went to drugs and alcohol. I never go visit my grandparents when i know that i should because i know that i am their favorite grandson and i absolutely hate myself for not caring about my family. Earlier in the year i had gotten a DUI that my dad payed $5000 to hire an attorney and got it off of my record completely, but for some reason i still don't care about him and it makes me so sick. I know there are so many other people who dream of being in my position and i take it all for granted. I have hurt every single girl that i have had a relationship with because i just use them for my selfish needs and i hate it so much. I just know that i dont deserve any of the great things that life has blessed me with. I dont know whats wrong with me.