Self Hatred Always Gets The Best Of Me.

I'm truly worthless. I'm a self-loathing, depressed, fat, stupid, piece of ****. I am very introverted and I literally cannot stand to be around people, even my own family. It makes me uncomfortable the way I am and the way I act towards people. Im sure I make them all uncomfortable, everyone think I'm a cold-hearted *****. And I am. I truly am. I'm bitter and no matter what I do, I can't ever seem to get myself out of this lifelong slump. I think it all started when I was molested as a child. I wish that never happened. I wish I could ******* kill the person who did it to me. They ruined my life. I hate myself so much. Someone please, please just end my life. I'm no good to this world and no one would even care.
aloneandawake aloneandawake
18-21
May 5, 2012