I Hate Myself Because Others Hate Me.

It all started when my mom died when i was 4. My dad would blame me for her death. A few years later he got married to a b*tchy  woman, that treats me like crap, not to mention her kids do it also.
It's worse at school i have maybe 3 friends and they never really talk to me, or hang out. i'm not a smart person but the teacher always calls on me. then people laugh at me or get pissed when i just go 'i don't know'. They say i'm not good at anything and push me around. even if i send in a report nothing ever happens.
my parents think everything i do is wrong and i can't do anything right. i usually lie in bed and cry for a long time, and i won't go anywhere, even for food, water, etc. i'm too depressed, i'm not good at anything(and everyone thinks that too) and i pretty much hate myself and i'm done with life.
lendies lendies
1 Response May 5, 2012

It's not your fault that your mom died.<br />
It's not about you that they treat you like crap either-they do it because of themselves, not you.<br />
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It's not fair.