There Are Far Too Many Days That I Hate Myself!!
I'm a single mother of 2 boys and there are many days that I hate myself. Yes all of what you are about to read makes me sound whiney but how can you not sound whiney when you are sharing your feelings on this topic. So here are some reasons I hate Myself;
1. I'm unhappy with my weight and due to depression i cant motivate myself enough to workout and eat properly.
2. I don't always keep my house presentable and I think that is the very least thing I could do for my kids.
3. I feel tiredd far too often, so I don't have the energy i need to raise 2 kids.
4. My marriage failed and we are now divorced.
5. I sometimes lie about important things.
6. I actually get angry with people I dont even know well.
7. I am sooo far behind in laundry that sometimes my kids dont have clean clothes (not often but even once makes me angry at myself)
8. I smoke even though it upsets my kids and makes them think I am going to die.
9. I often make plans with people, knowing deep down, I will probably cancel them.
10. I can't work right now as I am on Disability.
This list could go on and on, but why bother, i'm sure by now you can understand why I get angry at myself.