Everything Is Not What It Seems

People think I'm strong but I'm not. The things all thoose people say hurt. They call me ugly and fat and I belive them most of the time. All of my friends have had boyfriends but I haven't. I hate myself and the mirror.
wowzalolo222 wowzalolo222
22-25, F
1 Response May 5, 2012

Wowzalolo222, Don't worry about having a BF right now you are young and will have plenty time in your life to have BF's. People in general, male and female are just more cruel hearted at a young age. I was not overweigh growing up but I was one of the poorer kids, I was shorter then most of the other guys and I had a speech impediment which made me a target to get picked on. It caused me to get in lots of trouble, fights, etc . It had me in depression for most of my childhood, but as I got older people stopped picking on me and I learned to control my speech problem "its not completely gone' I meet women and had lots of relationships.<br />
I guess what I'm trying to say is you are still so young, don't hate yourself because you are overweight , you can always do something about your weight. The people who are mean to you will still be ******** 15 years from now. Another thing don't be sad that you are single because you will meet someone and they will love you regardless of all the little things, they will love you for you....<br />
Now look in the mirror and tell your self you are beautiful and that there is someone out there for all of us.....And we are all beautiful to someone....