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I can honestly say that i hate myself.I am a mistake and i never should have been born. I'm 34 and i don't have any kids. People ask me all the time "don't you want kids . I give a bullshit lie and say" if it happens ,it happens" but i really want to say" don't you see how ugly i am? Do you really think I'm gonna have kids just so they can be ridiculed and picked on til they wish they were never born or want to kill themselves "? . Most people in this world don't have to worry about that. I do. I avoid a mirror and my reflection at all cost. I want to apologize to people who have to look at my face. I'm sorry that you have to see me. If i could i would put a paper bag over my head to cover my face but that would draw unwanted attention.I do the next best thing and wear a hat low on my head to cover my face as much as possible. I'm just better off dead.
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31-35, M
May 7, 2012