I Hate Myself

I am fat, ugly dark girl. I hate the way i look. I cannot change it and sometimes think, why should i change it for whom? No one loves me for i am so ugly. I haven't had a single relationship in my life till now. People have always betrayed me. Friends pretend to be friends. When I am depressed or going through a bad phase, I have no one to rely on. My life is so messed up. Everyone is happy around me. I don't know what's wrong with me that i am always alone. It's really painful to be always alone and fake a smile or just say "i am ok" when actually I am not.
AloneLonely AloneLonely
18-21
1 Response May 13, 2012

i am in the same boat as you. i'm sorry that you feel like this too, it is the most miserable and awful feeling that you can possibly have. you can talk to me if you'd like we are about the same age, talking to someone who understands what you're going through is better than going through it alone