I'm Not Good Enough...I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I know my family loves me but I also know that I'm not the kind of daughter my mum wanted. I have recently lost a lot of weight but I still feel so insecure about my body. I know logically that I'm on my healthy weight but emotionally I don't feel like that. I still feel fat. I have a group of friends that I go out with but I feel like the odd one out. They always text each other but no one really cares about me. I think they just let me tag along for pity sometimes. I used to be really quiet but with a lot of effort I did come out of my shell, but now I feel like people think I'm annoying when I talk because they never listen. I think that they think that I'm boring and just don't want to talk to me. I have no idea how to take compliments. They are always so awkward for me because of that. I hate myself because I feel like no one needs me and I'm just a waste of space and good for nothing.
Gweeker 18-21 2 Responses 1 Jun 12, 2012