I live life every day like im happy but if anyone cared then theyll know how empty i am inside. My dad trash talks me every time i want something so that i dont get it. I wish he could vanish. I wish i could die so badly that would show them. Right? its not fare how every one seems to get whatever they want except for me. They make up excuses so that i dont get whatever it was that i wanted. Nothing, im not allowed anything at all. Even for twitter! I hate my life i wish i didnt have to wake up and deal with whatever s*** that i have to deal with.