Unwanted And DepressedWe were up at the cabin for 4th of July week. I went with his family. The first couple nights were fun, but one of the nights left me hurt so bad that I don't know what to do, it makes me feel depressed and I can't shake it.
y boyfriend and I were asleep and I woke up because my stomach hurt... nowi hink the walls at the cabin must have been super thin because I heard everything his two sisters were saying about me.
They said the most horrible things, they pretend to be nice to me but deep down they want me to disappear. One even said she couldn't stand being with me for longer than 45 minutes without wanting to shoot herself. They also don't want my boyfriend with me anymore, they wish he would leave me and never look back... they even think I am cheating on him... I am undeserving of him and he deserves better...
I don't know what to do anymore. He says he loves me and we have been together for almost 3 years, but I just can't live my life knowing that when we are with his family and his sisters are being nice to me, they are really strangling me till I can't breathe.
Should I leave him to make his family happy?
I love him and I feel like I would suffer from severe depression leaving him but I am depressed just knowing how hated and despised I am by his own family.
dollie5 18-21, F 3 Responses 0 Jul 6, 2012