I Hate Myself
At 6 I was beaten aggressed by a pedo beaten in school by old kids rejected from sports and this ****** curse fallowed me all my life yet i am the kindest person you can meet the best friend you can have.
I love women but all ways rejected and hurt by them, am good looking person and well spoken i love to romance girls but they all conclude that i am too good to be true so i end up rejected and see the girl of my dream gon for the jerk that dump her like a sack of ****...well that my story with women.
life and work i work hard excellen at my job and still get the ******** that tend you traps at your job try to get me fired and no matter how hard i work i see the *** hole and the lazy **** advance and i get nothing so i change job and move on.
now i see my self with no love i want to be truly loved i want to be able to chose this girl and she chose me and bouth we are happy and build our lives...but nothing for the person i am all my life i dream of my princess but nothing at the horizon my sunny day is just a dream in this life.
work i want to be respected i want to succeed in what i do and that what make me the best in my field but still i feel people are jalouce and hate on me and they don't want me to accell, so i am irritated and tiered at a young age...i see low life as managers better salaries and they are well treated respected and i am the hard worker honest and i get nothing but blaiming me for there **** harrassment and so on same picture when i was a highschool kid is following me at work, **** life or **** people???
oh well all of this hurt deeply and make you question ur self but with no answers, so i live life as it comes and happy with people around me even if they hurt me i stay strong...**** this **** child hood i had **** the love i gave to all the girls i met **** all my bosses and jobs i worked at. that my life is daily battle of love.
I love women but all ways rejected and hurt by them, am good looking person and well spoken i love to romance girls but they all conclude that i am too good to be true so i end up rejected and see the girl of my dream gon for the jerk that dump her like a sack of ****...well that my story with women.
life and work i work hard excellen at my job and still get the ******** that tend you traps at your job try to get me fired and no matter how hard i work i see the *** hole and the lazy **** advance and i get nothing so i change job and move on.
now i see my self with no love i want to be truly loved i want to be able to chose this girl and she chose me and bouth we are happy and build our lives...but nothing for the person i am all my life i dream of my princess but nothing at the horizon my sunny day is just a dream in this life.
work i want to be respected i want to succeed in what i do and that what make me the best in my field but still i feel people are jalouce and hate on me and they don't want me to accell, so i am irritated and tiered at a young age...i see low life as managers better salaries and they are well treated respected and i am the hard worker honest and i get nothing but blaiming me for there **** harrassment and so on same picture when i was a highschool kid is following me at work, **** life or **** people???
oh well all of this hurt deeply and make you question ur self but with no answers, so i live life as it comes and happy with people around me even if they hurt me i stay strong...**** this **** child hood i had **** the love i gave to all the girls i met **** all my bosses and jobs i worked at. that my life is daily battle of love.
By:
DaveMillano
Age:
26-30
