I Ruin The Life Of Everyone I Love.I was with my boyfriend of four years. I told him I loved him and gave him my word. I went to peru for three months. I immediately felt attracted to a man I met there. And knew there was a problem and I told my boyfriend that If i was having feelings for someone then that is not natural , and we have a problem. so i broke up with my boyfriend and began three months with this wonderful peruvian.
I came back to the US and everything was soo soo confusing. I am not used to being alone. And i tried to be , for about a week skyping with my boyfriend from Peru.
Then I saw my ex boyfriend and I thought we would just talk. But of course we did everything.
So now i am super confused and basically hate myself.
I give two different boys who i love my word. And i cheat on both of them basically with the other.
I had to tell my peruvian boyfriend. and he is so upset and feeling terrible.
If any of you want to hear a song that should be dedicated to me its mariposa traiconera by Mana.. " traitor butterfly "