I'm Useless

i hurt myself again today- and it was for such a stupid reason. I had been clean for nearly 3 years, and now I'm back where I started.. just a weak, conceited, pitiful little girl.
I have no motivation and I don't deserve my wonderful boyfriend. I just want to hurt all the time, and now, I don't even have any progress to look back on; nothing to be proud of. I feel so lost and stupid. I hate myself.
uselesss uselesss
18-21
Sep 7, 2012