My Life Is A Pretend

I know I just wrote a lil story,'the blame' but it feels good to have an outlet too share my feelings so I am writing onCe again. I live in a small caribbean island called Trinidad. I am a straight A student in my school. I am considered one ofthe hot girls which i can never understand why. I display confidence, and inner pride but that is the furtherest from the truth. At night I cry mself to sleep because I feel worthless and stupid. I have never told anyone how I feel,mainly bcuz people find self-hatred issue petty and ridiculous. I live a double life because if i dare show my true feelings I would be be made fun of. But thankfully I have found you guys. Maybe now I would have people who actually understand.
sahara5 sahara5
18-21
1 Response Sep 7, 2012

I understand how you feel. Just know that you're not the only one feeling like this. There are plenty of people that feel like you do without a clear reason. Don't be afraid to tell people how you feel because there are more people than you think who feel the same or worse. Its not rediculous at all. I hope you feel better and keep up the good work at school.