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If it wasn't for my kids, I would've killed myself a long time ago! My husband would've so happy without me--to him, the bad outweighs the good and he could really enjoy life if I wasn't around. The sad part is that if he found someone new, he would make a sacrifice for that person and do all the things that he doesn't like that they like and he would NEVER do that for me. I would kill myself but I don't want to be a bad example to my kids. If been hated by so many people all my life and for no reason! My own family HATES me--especially my brother and is wife. My parents ALWAYS hated me. My classmates despised me. My husband's childhood friends could not stand me--I don't know why--I don't know why people hate me--I guess I'm a bad person. I hate myself. I have a reason to though...I'm fat, ugly, and stupid. I have no talent for anything--nothing to contribute to society-- nothing positive. I am REALLY just a waste of a life. If I had some sort of talent or something that would help someone, then maybe I could ignore all the other negative stuff about me--but there's nothing so I can't. My family would be better off without me--especially my husband! I know that he wants his freedom, why doesn't he leave and find my replacement--I just hope that he finds a good woman to help him raise my kids.
Fatandugly10 Fatandugly10
36-40
Sep 19, 2012