I Don't Know What To Do.

I have lots of friends but I have this feeling like they hated me and they never really cared.They left me alone.Even if I was there they ignored me.When they're planning something,they don't include me in it.I feel so alone and like no one cares.Like I wasn't good enough for anyone.I have tried to cut myself but I just couldn't do it.I alwys put people's feeling first before mine and try my best to be there for them when they need someone.But when they do this to me,like leaving me.I feel so alone in the world and different.I hated myself a lot ever since.I hated the way I look and everything abt myself.I think that someone like me don't deserve to be happy.What should I do?I can't stop hating myself.Everyday I convince myself tht I hate myself everytime I look in the mirror.
HumanMuch HumanMuch
13-15
Sep 21, 2012