Maybe I Am Just A Piece Of ****

I'm a drug addict... I don't know how to change the way I want to give my kids a better life to feel better! To not feel like crying everyday... My husband is an addict, he won't stop therefore it makes it near impossible for me to change. I don't want to leave him but I don't feel he would care much if I did... Drugs are his 1st priority! I never leave my house, all day everyday I'm here taking care of our 3 young kids... I do an ok job of it they're happy for most part, their fed, dressed, clean n loved, but I'm not a good mother suffering from intense depression n addiction... He is only one that truly knows me but I can't talk to him anymore he doesn't want or care to listen to my feelings he doesn't like to be around me cuz I'm a bummer! I'm lonely, angry, sad and miserable and have no clue what to do about it! Any efforts I've made ate futile...
Carlswifey23 Carlswifey23
Sep 21, 2012