For As Long As I Can Remember
I have hated myself. I have been in and out of counseling for 14 years.. It really doesn't help.
I am a **** up of epic proportions.
I have 1 child and he is riddles with issues ( adhd, oppositional disorder and mildly autistic) Who as much as I love I hate.
I have a husband who should be nominated for saint hood. He stepped in where no man would and is raising my child as his own. His selflessness makes me sick.
I do nothing, I don't like leaving the house, I hate cleaning and even when i am in an alright mood my best laid plans always go wrong.
I am obese and cannot stop eating, nor can I commit to exercising regularly.
I want to change and be a happy person with pride in myself. but I have nothing to be prideful of.