What Happened?

I used to look forward to the future with optimism, but now all I do is look back and think what the hell have I done?

I try looking forward sometimes, but it's overwhelming and I'm tired of being let down. It's easier to be complacent and google "I hate myself" when it gets to be too much instead of finding a real solution.

I just don't know where to begin.
ThisCantBeAllThereIs ThisCantBeAllThereIs
26-30, F
Nov 25, 2012