What Should I Do?

The more I try to keep myself away from images of women, the more this site or the outside world, or even the TV seems to show images of them to me. Why so much cruelty? I don't want to offend women by looking at them, or even being around them. Then why? I hate myself for existing. I can never contribute to any good cause. I am worthless. I don't even have enough courage to kill myself. I wish I could ask someone to kill me but I don't want anyone to have my dirty blood on their hands. What should I do?
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1 Response Nov 30, 2012

All my sympathy to you my friend. I'm speechless. Please just give yourself a chance. Everybody deserves chances the ones you give yourself is the most important ones. Good luck