The Loner

I hate myself , I grew up alone with no friends i promised my self when im older ill do anything to have friends :) . I always blame myself .. why would anyone wanna be my friends anyway im awful, useless and i always let people down i am not capable of having friends realationships ect ..... maybe it the way I look I feel so ugly i always smash mirrors cuz i just cant bear looking at myself :( . I took up drinking and smoking to try and get friends ...it worked for awhile ....but they left too ...now smoking is the only thing stopping me from ending it all
cheese14 cheese14
13-15
1 Response Dec 8, 2012

You have your whole life ahead of you. If you start addressing the underling problem NOW the future will brighter. You must start by valuing and loving yourself. You are much more than you give yourself credit for