I'm Not Sure

I don't know what it is. I just don't like how I've become over the years. I'm a fairly rational person and I can reason with myself, and explain these feelings as a natural part of growing up, but they still exist. I'm nine-teen, so I can't really say I'm going through teenage angst...it's more like college angst. I have friends, but I feel so uncomfortable around certain people in my field, and because I don't try to reach out to them I've become completely excluded from "the circle," which is an even greater conflict because I'm the president of a club in that department. It's a vicious cycle. How can I be a leader when the people I'm leading don't even know who I am?
heather127 heather127
22-25
Dec 11, 2012