I Just Hate Myself.

Im a 16 year old girl in high school yes i've always hated everysigle bit about me i hate how i look how i dress i envy people because they have their parents i feel like i shouldnt even b alive i should just die yes im an outcast and i hate beelieving in LOVe it just doesnt go with me i belive im a dissapointment to life and failure to life i dont try because i already know that im going to fail so why why try when you know your going to i've tried cooking,hip-hop,violin and a want to try piano but i failed so what see i dont have any self esteem sometimes i spend time in my closet crying when i get depressed sometimes i dont even sleep 3 hours a night it's something that's been killing me bit by bit i think im fat i try starving my self but as you know i have failed since i hate my self and i will always be a god damn Failure....
Rosaluvsixx Rosaluvsixx
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 11, 2012

No you wont! baby you got to learn to love and appreciate yourself first or else no one else will find something positive to put your energy into besides food even if you have to take walks But you will make it you are young and have your whole life ahead of you you are beautiful!!!!! If you want to check out my personal blog its called chozengirlblog.wordpress.com if you just want to talk, ask questions, or comment or just rant even you are welcome to I will listen my name is 55cabgirl