Yeah I Hate Myself

I dont see why I have friends or have a boyfriend. Im whinny, needy, lazy, a dumb ***, can't do nothing right, I lie too much, talk too much, annoying, and depressed over nothing. I hate myself for feeling sad because I shouldn't be sad because I have friends and a happy family and many others are suffering and I'm the sad one. See. I'm just a selfish *****. I'm always ******* something up, I can't do nothing right. Always disappointing my parents.
Sometimes I think it would be better if im dead.
But the only reason I don't kill myself is my parents. Staying alive for them. But will always hate myself.
geegeee geegeee
18-21
1 Response Dec 12, 2012

I feel the same way like i dont know wtf is wrong with me.