Verge Of A Breakdown Rtg

okay i hate who i am what im becoming mostly i feel so cold like i carnt make contact with people im just the guy who gets messed around then chucked i feel lonely like up to the point i could kill myself no one understands me and never will i want to break the barriers but scared of getting burned if anyone real knew the real me they would see im not cold hearted but at the end of the day im never gonna be happy i want to make friends but scared people will think im some freak show they all pretend to be nice but really they would see 6feet under i try and try but its just no use i need to scream i need to shout i need to feel pain so i know im alive so it separates me from the rest
rgrayless991 rgrayless991
18-21
Jan 6, 2013