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What more is there to say? I'm literally covered in scars so I've got this block where I can't cutr because they were deep enough to create these big ugly ridges which I can't afford to destroy. I haet myself for being ugly and fat so much it hurts. It I wasn't fat, or was even pretty maybe it could be okay. But it starts with looking in the mirror and then just everything goes downhill from there. I hate my thighs pressing against my size-fourteen-too-big-jeans as they spead out because I'm fat fat FAT. I hate myself for being dumb, for having no motivation, no self restaint. I don't even have any friends. I have a hate relationship with my parents. Sixteen and nowhere. Good-job, lard arse.
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1 Response Jan 9, 2013

You're a size 14? If you think that's fat then I'm scared to see what you think is skinny... Just who or what are you comparing yourself to? I've seen "model sized" ladies who scare me with how scary they look, while I've seen ladies who are considered overweight who look gorgeous! Weight should not determine overall beauty.
As for the cutting... Get out of that while you can; it will do you no good in the long-run.
The first thing you have to do, is to live yourself for who you are; I feel that confidence actually plays a big role in your appearance. Show the world you are who you are and if they don't like it, then they're too short-sighted to see past their own nose and aren't worth the trouble.