Becoming More Hopeless

It seems that I have trouble bonding with people and making friendships. I can chat people up but can't make the friendships happen or I drop the ball. I think im afraid of friendship actually. If I have a friend it's because they have persude ?sp? Me. I feel out of control in this area. I feel like I'm still in grade one and I just turned 43....I have had some hurt with friendships but my part I just can't seem to get right. I wonder if I drop the ball because I'm an introvert at heart and I don't want a bunch of friends or if I'm just a loser. I know my mom taught me to be an extrovert so maybe I give mixed signals....or I'm just selfish.
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 9, 2013